Hello Blogoshpere, how are we?
Today I'm just dandy. Would you like to know why? Well I'm gonna tell you anyway, I had sex last night for the first time in 3 weeks....I know long time; well for me when I have a girlfreind. Other than that things are still shit, with my dad and everything. But I can't help that now can I...Can I. No I defiantly can't.
Anyway, just a quick one from me. Hope anyone out there is good.
Also much love to the family's of any one who lost there lives on 11/9/01, or for those the other side of the Atlantic 9/11/01, and much respect to any service persons involved be that; firefighters, police force or ambulance crews. Much love to your family's as well.
Peace out xx
Sunday, 11 September 2011
Friday, 9 September 2011
Reborn
This is my Simple life REBORN. I feel i need to apologise to any one that was reading for no updates. However i am mainly doing this for my self, and at the moment i really need this. My simple life has gotten decidedly more complected recently, you may or not be familiar with me however my dad left my mother less than a year ago. Now I'm not naive so i do know that just because you meet and had children doesn't mean you are meant to be together, so as while I am upset that the broke up that's not the end of the world as i dose happen every day.
What i do have an issue with is that he was cheating on her for a good year. Now that has a strange effect that the man you looked up to your entire life could cheat on his wife of 25 years. Then he decided that he needed to make everyone feel a lot worse by saying to my mother that the reason that he did what he did, was not whatever the real reason was, but that it was because and I'm quoting "It hasn't been the same in 5 years. Ever since your mum when into hospital and you spent every weekend and free time you got by her side, and then when she died you spent every weekend looking after your dad". That was the sentence that my dad said to my mum. That was the sentence that got me the most angry that i have ever been. That IS the sentence that still makes my angry.
However I got past that with a little help from a Friend. And now as that Friend is no longer around, she hasn't died just I'm no longer in contact with her due to one thing and another. And most of my Friends are stressed as they are all off to Uni, no I'm not, I am reaching out to the Internet, to help me get a grip on my feelings, in the latest problem in this sorry affair. My dad just got engaged to the women he left my mother for. It was the same on that he was cheating on her with.
What i do have an issue with is that he was cheating on her for a good year. Now that has a strange effect that the man you looked up to your entire life could cheat on his wife of 25 years. Then he decided that he needed to make everyone feel a lot worse by saying to my mother that the reason that he did what he did, was not whatever the real reason was, but that it was because and I'm quoting "It hasn't been the same in 5 years. Ever since your mum when into hospital and you spent every weekend and free time you got by her side, and then when she died you spent every weekend looking after your dad". That was the sentence that my dad said to my mum. That was the sentence that got me the most angry that i have ever been. That IS the sentence that still makes my angry.
However I got past that with a little help from a Friend. And now as that Friend is no longer around, she hasn't died just I'm no longer in contact with her due to one thing and another. And most of my Friends are stressed as they are all off to Uni, no I'm not, I am reaching out to the Internet, to help me get a grip on my feelings, in the latest problem in this sorry affair. My dad just got engaged to the women he left my mother for. It was the same on that he was cheating on her with.
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